I spot meeee!

I'm finally fuckin' done. Its been a rough ride, definitely a roller coaster. I'm just thankful for the ones I stuck around with for a bit, but shout out to Erika Jordan, Chelsey Garman, and Bria Shelley. You were the homies! I'm gonna miss you bitches for sure.


Btw, can we just talk about how late I posted this crap?! Hahahaha.

Shawty Imma only tell you this once, you the ILLEST

Shawty Imma only tell you this once, you the ILLEST

I wish I was a more likable person.

Truth, I get annoyed with my boyfriend sometimes when he's with folks. But its not his fault he's very sociable and knows how to keep conversation with people that'll make them wanna keep talking to him. It just kinda sucks to realize that I'm really alone. This is such a dilemma for me, its ridiculous. I just wish I had a solid group of people to lean on and really be there for me, no matter the situation, no matter the hour.

Yeah I'm feeling pretty lonely. That's why I'm so cranky. I don't feel wanted, I don't feel like I have a place in the world, I feel disregarded.. I'm alone. I guess this is why I sleep so late, so much thoughts.

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I'm so freakin' anti-social. I guess going to college is such an exciting thing for me is cause people there won't know who I am. I'd be nice and not such a bitch to everyone. But its not my fault, they started it.

It was cool going to Half Moon Bay today with my baby's family. But halfway my energy hella dropped for some reason. I just wanted to shower, be home in pajamas, and just my hair up. Nothing really beats being home sometimes and I'm really gonna miss home. I guess I'm gonna sleep now cause I don't wanna bother Danilo hanging out with his brother and Allison. Toodles

To make ammends or not to make ammends.

And I'm thinking, its not even worth it.

Brought to you by my upscale insomnia. FUCKIN' Ridiculous. Capital R.