It still sucks to say Michael Jackson's dead :/

Apart from the other "guys" you're the one who challenges me. But there's something about you that's so different. It reels me in. Like we said, "things had to go perfectly in order for us to happen," and its true. I don't know how things would be now without you. I wish we met later on in life and then we wouldn't have to be tested by distance, and well, just a different environment. I just want to say I love you. I may not show it much but til this day I am still astonished how lucky I am to have you. 5169